The *uckenings 18

My bad mood has faded. I’m glad. Are you? The dog panties did help and I have to thank Jadenchong for that one. Thank you Jaden. Also we’ve decided to do 50 squats in the shower each and every day. She seems to have caught my vibe though as of lately. Damn. I blame myself for taking her pity and turning it around. What have I done? This isn’t an easy time and most of our energy goes to building each other up. We take turns doubting our lives and it seems to be a never-ending story. The key to the universe taught me different. We have to take charge and it starts with every blink of thought combined with a feeling. Simply thinking positive won’t save us. There has to be excitement underlining the words and eventually a picture will evolve from it. So how to emerge from an on-going low vibe energy?

Ana started a thingy where we tell each other our good features – hang on.…three good features and one flaw. It hasn’t gone far enough to tell yous about it yet but I promise I’ll give updates as it unfolds.

Since I am filled with new energy, I’ve decided to get into the TikTok movement. Unfortunately I’m having troubles catching the trend. In case you are reading this and are willing to give me your wisdom – please enlighten me. I’m not joking I really want to do this. Give me a dance routine. Give me an exercise. Give me something funny to do. I will give you videos in return.

I showed my dad a little dance routine this morning, which I found online and he was massively impressed. At your age you can still do this he said. Wait a minute.

Am I old? Seriously. I looked at myself in the mirror up-close and well yeah – I have to admit that I’ve aged.

But hey – we’ve considered Brad Pitts wrinkles sexy for years so why not like our own? I’m proud of them. They make me look wise. My face looks like it has seen some shit. My feet look like they have walked a few miles. And my ass looks like – well I’ve been couchmolding quite a bit lately.

That backfired.

Another subject.

Miss Rambo has exchanged Jaden and me for two other friends. We hope that this is just a temporary occurrence. Pecel is hanging out with a French chick and Ana is busy documenting just that. Where have the good old days gone? I remember the night when Jaden got a marriage proposal, I slept with my ex, Miss Rambo went home with a stranger, Ana kissed a married man and Pecel; well that would be too personal. Anyhow – these were the days! Things are constantly changing and sometimes better stay unsaid. We tend to jinx our destiny cause it’s so hard to shut up. When we care we share. And then Murphy’s Law puts things in perspective. So why not reminisce? At least no one can take that away. Not even Mr Murphy.

And now it is time for another 5000 steps up 27 floors in the forest and catch some ticks. They are flourishing this season and it isn’t my first tick plague. They are useless and an invasion has brought me to the brink of sanity once before. The solution is to spray yourself with garlic essence! It also makes you smell like a spare rip so a social distance from the barbecue is recommended.