Love, Hate and Pettyness

Being at our full potential is the only desirable place to be. There’s a lot more I wanted to say but it feels like that one sentence says it all and it’s been hanging around my head for a while now. Does it sound extreme? A little. But once you spend some time thinking about it, it becomes more and more essential. It’s the place where we shine and glow and spread good vibes. It’s where we dive into synergies. That word never made so much sense before and it never will again no matter how one spells it.

I'm giving myself 2 more years to reach that place in every direction I desire to mingle in. And I wish for every person who reads this to get to reach their full potential and spread it like an infectious disease as soon as possible. Our world is such a cool place. Look at what humanity is capable of. In a good way. It’s easy to complain. Look around you and see the miracles. Look around you and see people lifting each other up and building companies together. Look at how we build a system that allows the disabled to be carried and the sick to be caught in a safety net. Yes there are massive flaws in the system that’s right. But usually those flaws stick only if there are people working the system allowing those flaws. Systems on their own can’t be faulty unless someone decides for them to be. So we did a full circle from good people to shit people. But you know what they have in common? They’re only human. They’re just people. People with passions, heat, hate, love, faults, egos, thrive. It’s mostly depending on the balance of those ingredients. And this is probably one of the big answers to many questions: balance. Juggling those ingredients is the hardest job. And we all have to do it. Talking about it I have to say, life might be easier if we’d all be less private. Take New York City for example. Everybody minding everybodys business. If I’d have to point out a place where ´mind your own business was invented´ - New York it is. It’s the only place you can only ever truly say that. Probably cause you’ll know you ain’t going to see nobody twice in a big city. It’s also the reason people stare. It’s gotten worse since we’re wearing masks in public transport because you’re even more anonymous.

It has become a virtue to stand for what you do and say. Everyone can hide behind some weird icon without ever having to show their face and make themselves tangible. It’s a one way road. If you put yourself out there, you’ll be a target and you won’t even know where the bullets have come from. Ever. Pride an honor have been lost completely and it is one of the main problems that came with the internet and everything around it. People have become numbers. No questions asked. No faces just assumptions and anonymous accusations. Even elections can be compromised. I’m watching the French election as I am writing this. It’s such a disgrace. Right wings are rising all over Europe. I feel like I am one in very few to try and jump out of a saucepan full of frogs slowly heating up. Suddenly you realize you are not invited to dinner, but you are the food that will be served. One way or another we are all muppets. We all make the world go around. Which makes us go around and around. Basically we are all running in circles. It’s a madhouse. Cyber is a dangerous world. The word cyber even looks and sounds suspicious and whoever invented it must have noticed. And once again I have way more questions than answers.

Also I just found out that there has been a study about which positions are best for females backs and therefore preventing them from back pain. I red the article and it seemed they didn’t really want to give a straight answer here. There already was a study for male back pain prevention but I didn’t read that one. All the way at the bottom of the article there was a buy now for 34.70€ button (for buying the article) which raised even more questions so I ended that quest.

Speaking about elections and sex, naturally makes me feel tired. Tired of making decisions mostly. And I’m tired of being tired. It took me 2 whole minutes to decide which side of the bed I shall get out of. The world is a fast space and we need to constantly decide. Decisions Decisions Decisions. It is what we do all day long. Decide to get up. Decide to brush the teeth. Decide to not punch the shithead on the bus. It’s been a while since I fought a complete stranger. I started preferring to know who I mentally abuse. That might just have happened with maturity hey. And speaking of buses - why do people walk around in moving vehicles? Why? I don’t like it cause they keep falling on me. I’m seriously like a magnet for falling humans. Although it also made me wake up and helped me not to miss my stop on a few occasions. So maybe it just needs to be as it is. Luckily at this point I waited long enough to finish this blog entry, that I can happily tell you, the nazies in France aren’t going to run the country just yet. No. Actually nations all over the world come together to fight one man. The one person who brought us all together.