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I am not inspired and I wish I had something to print. The guy at the Copy Shop is really cute. And he drops everything when he sees me. I like that.

Anyhow. It’s been decided that Tam is going shopping today and so it shall be. Also I will make it my mission to finally find a mailbox today and reed myself of this nagging letter in my backpack.

Jaden sent me a video of her roomie sitting on the toilet. It appears they do community pooping. The more I think about it the more I feel an urge myself. Community happenings are something else. It’s like a swarm of birds flying together. Beautifully strange but completely natural it seems.

Did you know the american presidents wives Twitter name is @FLOTUS? It was brand new news to me today and I laughed. I also redecorated my bedroom today. It will be the most comfortable winter ever. And if not I can always buy that one way ticket to the Bahamas. Thinking of it I probably cannot. I need to practice distancing from my credit card. In a big city you don’t have much privacy and in a way going shopping is a very private yet public act. I privately spend private numbers of cash. Everybody around me knows I have just spent 55.60 at a damn dollar store. But they have no idea if I just went into horrendous depth or if I can easily afford a little bit of spending. Although it is probably the most social activity some of us regularly had in a while. Shopping. The worse is to have to go shopping. And the best is to go on our free will. Then again do we ever really need shopping? Has there ever been a moment where you have been out of something you couldn’t survive without? I’m curious. I don’t have to take meds, my cupboards are filled with food and I don’t have anybody to look after. All in all and thinking about it for a bit I have to say I’d probably survive another month without leaving the apartment, starting right this second. Isn’t it crazy what we crave for and isn’t it beautiful to have a craving once in a while? When was the last time you wanted something you couldn’t get? This is simply food for thought. Don’t get caught up in self-defence. Most of the things we hear and get offended by, we actually need to hear but they are seldom directed at us. At least not personally.

Anyways, now can someone explain the Flotus thingy to me please?